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2011-12-24T17:54:00.002+08:00

"I like it messy but nice." -Amalina

So hello. Ohmygod,my blogger dead or what sia. Okay sorry due to my Ns.

My life has been okay so far. And heck nobody's reading this blog. Loner.

My N level was okay. I expected myself to get 10 points,but...

I didnt managed to, Instead,I got 14. not bad but not as good as well. -.-

Im moving on to sec 5 while my two awesome best friends are moving on to Higher Nitec. :(

But we still be in contact.

Anywhooooooooo,I changed my phone like three months ago. -.- okay random.

Basically now,Im talking to myself cos nobody reads this blog.

Should I delete it? This blogger used to be my diary but now..idk...

Anyway,for these holidays. Ive been working on my singing and work. :)

Earning some money here and there. Easily said 6 bucks per hour. :) Okayla.

Ive grown taller bytheway!

Ah,who am I kidding? K bye.

are we used to be-s?

Zooooo!

2011-06-13T12:57:00.002+08:00

Hello people :) Heh,even though I know that hardly anyone reads my dead blogger. :(

Okay so anyway,Im kinda bored so might as well I update right?

So how am I nowadays?

Easy. Stressed!!! I've still got alot of chaoters to cover for A math. E math is done.

I can die I tell you. Sigh.

So besides that,I went to the zoo with my family and cousin. :)

It was totally fun and redonkulous. Hahhahah.

I de-stressed myself yesterday. :) I enjoyed my time there despite the fact that it was tiresome.

That's all. BYEEEEEE! <3

Psst. I miss you. Period. :(

My definition to Perfection.

2011-06-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

So hey Im back. Long time no post people. :/ Sorry anyway. I got some stuff I wanna let out.

I want a relationship that's not flatline. But like a roller coaster ride. What's relationship without fights,right? :)

So some guys don't really understand us girls,on the other hand,we as girls too don't understand. Okay,Im going off point. What makes realtionship to me? Read on.

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
I want you to give me your hoodie when I`m cold.
I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies together.
I want you to kiss me in the rain.
I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
I want you to play with my hair.
I want you to take amazing photos with me.
I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
I want you to lay on my bed with me and just hold me.
I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
I want you to watch sunrise with me.
I want you to give me piggy back rides daily.
I want you to kiss my nose.
I want you to wipe my tears away.
I want you to tell me that you miss me already even if we were together five minutes ago.
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
I want you to take me on a picnic.
I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
I want you to smile every single time you see me.
I want you to know how much I love you.
I just want you.

Yeah,so basically that's my opinion. But of course no relationship is perfect. Yet again,you can only if you want it to. Because no relationship can bond unless there's lil fights here and there,but there's a limit to it. :) I've learnt my limit,I guess. Gasp :/ Phew. Okay,Im done. :)

Post.

2011-05-07T14:58:00.001+08:00

Fcukyeah. I love this. But I dont really stay up late to settle the arguments.

I just leave it until morning and then settle it face to face. :)

Dear you,

2011-04-29T17:22:00.004+08:00

Okay hi...
See that above? My mind's pondering it over and over again.

So hey,Im an imperfect person. Yes,I am.
I have a big ego,I misunderstood people alot,I always misconclude and I suck.

Im all those. But know this; I love you,with all my heart. Yes,I do.
Without you,is like a year without rain,a wound missing it's pain.
A nerd with no braces,a sentence with no spaces,a shoe missing its feet.
And finally a heart missing it's beat.
Trust me,all those grief I've caused you,I really didnt mean to hurt you,gosh I swear.
I know Im selfish most of times,but Im glad to see you bear with me.
Im a bad person,Im tryna to improve,but not sure how to.
Besides actions speaks louder than words. It's not easy for me to improve my imperfections,but I will. Die trying.
Just for the sake of you,yes Im willing.
You're the one that was there for me when no one is.

How to describe you?
Hmmm.
The beautiful silvery moon lights up the night sky despite the fact the moon is being surrounded by the darkness.
Like that beautiful moon,you too brighten up my heart like no one else does.

From this,I wanna say that im sorry for my shitty attitude. I'll improve but Im telling you its gonna take a LONG time...

Sincerely,
Me.

Kendarat.

2011-04-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

[Philippine Accent]:

Good morning ma'am. Good morning sir.

My name is Laticia and I am a Philippine maid working in Singapore.

HAHAHAH! Funny shit.:)

Okay hello people.

Im a happy girl. So far Im passing my math and getting a B3.

So tomorrow's agenda: Kendarat with my sec 3 juniors. :) I like.

Okay bye!

Anything thing,picit me hor!

You.

2011-04-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

I barely even know you. I only knew you thru reputation.

I got the liberty to get to know you better. To know you inside and out. But it turns out that
I fell in love with you. Helplessly in love.

Now Im with you. Im telling you the feeling's beyond this universe. I love you. Yes I do,whole heartedly.

Because of you,now Im grew stronger. :)

Loving my life.

2011-04-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

IM LOVING MY LIFE. \m/

Supra

2011-04-09T12:32:00.003+08:00

Hello people! Heh. I changed my blogskin. :) Got tired of the old one.

So you see the pair of Supra above? Well,Im collecting money to but those.

I want purple. :)

Okay,this is weird,but Im totally gone bananas over the colur purple. It's like so nice. ^^

So now,Im like not eating during recess,to save ka-ching and also lose weight.

Like hunger strike. I stayed away from the canteen,for this whole week,just not to eat. :)

And I've saves $25 this week. Not bad.

Heheh. So I have to persevere to collect enough to buy it online.

Come one a few more weeks only.
Oh! And mid-year's coming up pretty soon.

And what's funny is that,since Im taking Express Math and A math,the mid-year's date

for those two papers is at the end of June.

Prinicipal said to allow us to have more time to revise. Im like yessa!

I've completed my syllabus for Math,like so fast sia! And A math Im learning differentiation. It's easy. ;)

Im loving it.

So that's all I guess?

Byeeeeee. :)

EH.

2011-04-08T09:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people-s.

Im not in school now. Went back home on the first period. Had fever and sever headache.

I know right,I just recovered and Im sick again. -.- Sway.

Okay,got nagged by my friends for coming to school eventhough im sick. :/ hehe.

So anyway,life's GREAT! :) I love my school,now. I know very pathetic,right?

Heh,I miss dance. :( Okay nevermind. Can go dance next week. :)

Okay bye. Peace.

Birthday!

2011-03-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hellowellowyellow banana.

I'm here posting as Syafiqah P. told me to. Hehe. :B

So today's summary? Hmmmm.

Fvcking awesome okay?!!! Hahaha,my friends so sweet.
Today's my birthday you see and when I came in to class and saw that Syazana Husna put up this 'banner'

saying 'Happy 16th' I was like tear-ing. Hahah,so sweet. The rest presented me presents,Emma and Cindy gave me this Green watch,Siti gave me this Green plush toy,Nadra gave me a billabong pencil box last but not least Rosnaida gave me this card that she made,must frame it. Hahah,I blushed alot today,thanks to all my friends. :)

I love them from the bottom of my heart. And thank you all for wishing me via facebook,text,face-to-face,and also via 'table'. Nana you know I know. :B

And lastly thank you my dear,for sending me a bouquet of flowers to me early in the morning. Iloveyou. :)

Birthday!

2011-03-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hellowellowyellow banana.

I'm here posting as Syafiqah P. told me to. Hehe. :B

So today's summary? Hmmmm.

Fvcking awesome okay?!!! Hahaha,my friends so sweet.
Today's my birthday you see and when I came in to class and saw that Syazana Husna put up this 'banner'

saying 'Happy 16th' I was like tear-ing. Hahah,so sweet. The rest presented me presents,Emma and Cindy gave me this Green watch,Siti gave me this Green plush toy,Nadra gave me a billabong pencil box. Hahah,I blushed alot today,thanks to all my friends. :)

I love them from the bottom of my heart. And thank you all for wishing me via facebook,text,face-to-face,and also via 'table'. Nana you know I know. :B

And lastly thank you my dear,for sending me a bouquet of flowers to me early in the morning. Iloveyou. :)

hello there !

2011-03-15T16:35:00.002+08:00

oh gosh , this is cute .

say hello to Abang ! haha . okay sabrina mazlan here again to update Nur amalina's bloggy .

hiiii people , my mum is delivering today ): im so scared.

i have nothing to update anyway .

p.s , BoRam from TARA & amalina birthday is coming up ! AND their birthday falls on the same day ! WHEEEE ~~

byebyeee.

2011-03-08T08:28:00.001+08:00

Oh yes. I'm sick.

My fever's gone,but not my headache.

I'm gonna miss the fun stuff today. Basketball match and dance,hanging out with my seniors.

And all the tumblr shiit that keeps us going,our adrenaline. But no I cant go dance today. :(

Gosh I'm devastated.

God,please give me the strength to attend school tomorrow.

nursabrinabtemazlan is sweet (:

2011-03-06T12:39:00.003+08:00

hehehehehee :P

HELLO !

this is not amalina , im sabrina .

okay lame . i have nothing to post actually but she asked me to .

even my own blog i never update then want to update your blog. :P

i know she don't like k-pop , but WHO CARES . she say post ANYTHING :P

K-pop is awesome ! such as Miss -A , SNSD , SHINEe , SUJU . AHHH ! ilovethem (:

Amalina is currently sick , she 's having HIGH fever , sore throat , flu .

she 's mayb not coming to school tomorrow ):

okay bye (:

God,I miss you.

2011-02-20T11:51:00.002+08:00

You're on my mind twenty four hours at a time.
Everything's just you.
Remember this: Love has no distance. No,not when it comes to you and me. (:
If you didn't know it,this is love.
With you,it already is.

Wanna know something?
Imissyou. Yes,yes I do. I won't deny it.
I miss looking into your eyes.
I miss everything about you.
Don't leave me will you?

I just wanna see you.

Superfly humans

2011-02-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

I so love this photo.

Hahah,so hi. Just finished my math homework,heheh. Finally I did it. Woah.
So anyway,had dance today and I just realised I was very paranoid. No idea why.
Things have been going pretty well for me,sorta. Lazy to elaborate. :)

Peace.

Ass.

2011-02-14T20:54:00.003+08:00

Hellohello again.

I just realised something. I never do update my blog like I used to last time. Dayum.

Okay so,I'm swamped with school work. Sheesh,gimme a break will you,teachers?

Lol. Okay anyway,I wanna thank Syafiqah Parlan and Helena Natasha for keeping the tags going. Heheh.

Love you people.

So okay bye.

P.s: Helena here's your update lah ass. Hahah.

HAHAH.

2011-01-30T20:54:00.003+08:00

hahah,what the freak?

Okay hello people. It seems that both my tagboard and posts are not regularly online.
The only person who keeps my tagboard alive is Syafiqah Parlan. :)
Okay anyway.
Tomorrow;s Monday? Okay I'll definitely have the monday blues.
Then Tuesday have dance,I'm so gonna fcuking run. (:
And Wednesday not coming to school,cos I'm heading to East Coast from then till Saturday!
Miss me,people.
Okay stop.

Heeeeeee.
Okay bye.
I'm being nonsensical lor.

Two awesome people.

2011-01-22T13:42:00.002+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOOO GEEEEEEKSSSS AND GIRRRRRLLLLSSSS!

Amalina is back. Sorry for missing all the action. Heh.

I've been busy since the start of the Secondary Four life.

Hahah. Okay enough about that.

So how's my life? Well,apart from my injured knee,it's been pretty awesome so far,as I'm concerned.

Well mostly because of the two most awesome people. SYAHIRAH JOHARI and SABRINA MAZLAN.

They're my pillar of strength and count mostly on them. I treat them like my sister.

And if I anyone dare to hurt them,I'll stop at nothing to find the people.

Okay,so protective Amalina?

Okay that's all?

Byeeeeeeee. (:

ThisIsSoAnnoying.

2011-01-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

WHAT.THE.HELL?

Smile. Just smile.

2010-12-29T10:54:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Please Listen.

When I'm with you,everything just feels so right.

And for the first time in a while,my smile isn't fake.

Thanks.

I love you.

There I said it.

Thanks. :)

Hero.Heroine.

2010-12-27T17:21:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'm exhausted. How you people ever wondered this?

No one has the right to judge us because no one really knows what we have been through.They may have heard about our stories,but they never did once felt what we felt in our hearts. True?

I've been doing nothing much lately.I've figured out some stuff.

My new year's resolution?

I wanna be a better person. Being that person who is responsible and trustworthy. To think twice before I do something and also to be able to reflect upon myself better. To strive harder for what I want to achieve in the future. To be able to handle my problems at a more matured level. And lastly? To be a heroine. To be able to save myself when I'm drowning in the crowds of nonsensitive.

I reflect about myself for the past few days and found out that I was a selfish fool throughout this year.

I wanna be someone better.

I'll try. But no promises.

They say endings are only when you're happy.

If I end up not being satisfied and happy with myself,that means it's not the end yet.

I'll be a fighter. A hero.

Asswipe.

2010-12-23T11:08:00.002+08:00

I'd never thought that it'd be easy,cos we both so distant now.

And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how.

No one has a solid answer but just by walking in the dark,

You can see the look on my face and it tears me apart.

So you tell me now,what's my next step?

After you left,you left my world undone. I felt so out of place.

It was a nasty masterpiece,I had to pick up the pieces and climb from rock bottom.

But I'm not sure that I'm able to trust love no more.

The only reason is because,you left me once and you're gonna leave me again.

So now,I have to through all this piece of shit by my own.

Thanks to you.

Asswipe.

Aaron Johnson

2010-12-15T14:07:00.001+08:00

fcuk yeah,Aaron Johnson. :)

Cookie

2010-12-13T11:09:00.002+08:00

Hello.

My life's been like a cookie right now. Once you start eating it,it's sweet and enjoyable.

And once you're done with it,it's empty again.

Yeah,that's how it's like.

Okay nothing more to post,I guess.

P.S: I miss alot of people. I mean alot.

Especially my dance mates. :(

Kau buat aku katakan I Love You.

2010-12-12T19:38:00.004+08:00

I have nothing to post about today. So to keep this pathetic blog alive. Here's something that I wrote

a few days ago.

Brown eyes. Those big brown eyes,I must say,is one of the things that I can't resist about you. I wouldn't deny

that I can't resist anything about you. I wish there was a way to tell you how I felt about you. I tried to sweep

aside the thoughts about you,but I simply couldn't. I wouldn't mind spending time with you even if it is only for a

minute,cos' it's you. I adore you cos you're a natural,there's no pretence when it comes to you.

Another one(malay):

Bagaimana seharusnya ku mengutuskan satu sikap yang bijaksana? Seandainya kau tidak mengaku hatimu teruntuk

ku? Dan bila sampai waktunya ku pergi lagi,ku perlu engkau memahami aku hanya ingin melunaskan sesuatu janji.

Bukan maksudku membuat kau terkeliru. Harap kau mengerti,hati ku selalu dengan mu.

Life Goes On.

2010-12-11T17:32:00.003+08:00

fcuk yeah caramel apple.

Hello.Hello.

Okay I'm here at my cousin's suite,helping out. Now resting. I'm bored.

So what are my plans ahead? Well,there's still hanging out at friend's crib and catching a flick

with dear Miss Pravina Prakas-ass and Miss Droopy Eyes. At the end of the month,my treat.

Hahaha,I'm craving for Pizza Hut! :(

Okay anywho,I wanna go out.

Tomorrow's Coach Sufri's performance,I'm not gonna go anyway,have some family matters.

Moving forward,nowadays I keep writing and writing,and come to think of it.

When I write,I'll tear up. I let out all my feeling about people. Especially about that person.

My life's pretty messed up.

Nevermind.

Okay bye.

Asswipe.

Unique.Fusion.Dance.Crew

2010-12-09T10:18:00.001+08:00

Hello.

A short one will do.

Sigh. How I miss dancing and hanging out with them. :(

2010-12-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

Yes,yes I would. :)

Short One.

2010-12-07T11:11:00.002+08:00

fcukyeah headphones.

Olo.

Okay let's see a short post will do.

We have three weeks before school starts,and I haven't even start studying for my exam.

Maybe I will start around next week.

Hmmm,tomorrow's Wednesday.

Going out with Rosnaida Rasid.

I guess.

I'm not in a good mood now.

K,bye.

What do you really want from me?

Really.

Agenda-s. Friend or foe?

2010-12-05T12:47:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Okay so I'm gonna update from Wednesday onwards.
Wednesday:

Woke up at around 1100hrs. When I woke up,I figured that I had nothing to do on that day itself. So after I freshened up. I looked in the fridge to see what is there to eat. I saw the perfect ingredients to make Aglio Olio Pasta. Lol. I cooked for about thirty minutes. Then I headed to Rosnaida's house to sent her a portion of it. Afterwards,I watched the television,played the computer,eat and sleep. That's all I ever do during these holidays.

Dammit.

Thursday:

Went to grandmum's new house which is located really opposite Limbang's shopping centre. Cousins and I helped around to move the boxes,organise and set up decors. It was fun. Hahah,lots of laugh,thanks to Ayinn and Abang Arul. They made my day. So on that day I had a dilemma on whether to stay there for a night. I asked my dad to see if he allows me to. In the end,he did cos y aunt wants me to stay there for a night. Lol. When the nightfalls,cousin followed home to pack my clothes. Hah,funny. I was like chiong-ing cos he told me hurry. Then I'm done,he said actually he doesn't mind if I take my time then I was -.-. Thanks ah. Hahah.

Friday:

I did the same thing. Hung out with cousins helped grandmum to move the furniture and such. Except,in the morning went to Limbang Macdonalds to have my breakfast with two of my baby cousins,Ayinn and aunty. Aunty ate halfway and went off to work. While the four of us continue to eat our breakfast. Baby cousins wanted to play the playground but sadly,it was wet. Sigh,pity.

Saturday:

Woke up went to the new house again but this time just for awhile because I wanted to check on my grandmother.

Went home,watched Supernatural with mum and sisters and the usual eat,watch television and sleep. Damn boring at home. :( . I wanna hang out but no one available. Sad-ded.

Sunday(today):

Had prata for breakfast and watched Supernatural again. Now,I'm in grandmum's house. Baby cousin sleeping beside me while my sister watching cartoons. Lol. I'm just sitting on the bed,updating this blog and also watching television. Hey,I can multi-task. Awesomezxs. Kay lame.

So now back to reality,I am simply sick and tired of people pushing me around telling me what to do each time.

What have you got against me? What have I ever done to you? Tell me.

Some people these days have no idea what does the word friends define as.

Friends are people who are always ready to lend you a listening ear,a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on,no matter what the occasion is.

Nowadays,it's hard to find them. In my life,there's only a handful of them. They understand me for who I am and won't change me. Sure friends fight but they're still friends no matter what.

Okay enough. It's getting too sentimental. :(

And to a friend out there,I really need you right now. Please.

I know you'll read this. I need you to be my listening ear right now.

For you.

2010-11-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

The term 'greatest things in life' means the things that an individual treasure the most in their own lives.

The matter that they cherish could either be something or someone.
One which could bring them happy memories just by taking a look at them

One of the greatest things in my life would be YOU.
I chose you because you always get my heart racing each time I see you,

even if it is only for a moment.
It was never the things that you gave me or the messages that you've sent me but it was you,

you're the one that have always kept me going.
Seeing you smile could light up the darkest places on earth.
I love the feeling whenever I'm near you.
You make me feel safe and I could tell you everything because you're the key to my heart

that could unlock the secrets within me without doubting who I was each time.
When I'm with you,I put the whole world behind me because why would I worry about my troubles when

I've got you right by my side?
Knowing that you'd support me from behind each time I fail or felt like giving up.

When I the twinkle in your eyes whenever you smile,I would ask myself, ''Was it me who made you smile?''
You're the one whom I cherish in life. Always will and always have been.

Far East with them.

2010-11-26T10:32:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
Okay Imma post about yesterday.
Yesterday abut 1100hrs,went to yew tee MRT station to meet Helena Natasha.
Hence forth we ride the train to admiralty to pick Pravina Prakas up.
We were heading to Orchard to go Far East plaza.

Hahah,we wanted to buy sweat pants.

Then once we reached there,we headed to Baby Phat's shop and found out that it's still close.
T.T

So we walked around and ate outside KFC.
I ate sandwich,Pravina ate cheese fries and Helena ate cup noodles.
And somehow we managed to agree on Tom Yam being the best

flavoured cup noodles. Hahah.

So aftermath we head to Far East again,and went to the shop to see if it was open.
But no,it's still close,and we were like ''-.-'' .
So walked SLOWLY around Far East,and somehow managed to stumble

upon this shop called ''Lips Entreprises'' .
This shope has everything.
At first we were amazed by the masks that were sold there,from pretty to scary ones.

Then we went deeper inside. And managed to find the sweat pants we wanted.
I bought hot red,Pravina babyy blue and Helena purple.

All of it is freaking striking.
Hahha,so when we were finished,we went to Baby Phat's shop, and like finally it was open.

Lol,Pravina and Helena went to to try out the highcuts.

While I just commented. Pravina being kecoh about her feet size,cute.

Then there was this sweat pants,that's really awesome,hot red.

BUT the price also freaking awesome!

$59.90,Helena and I were like ''WHOA!''

Hahah,yes. Afterwars we took our ride back home.

In the MRT we took the red line. So Pravina,Helena and I turned on our music and danced.
Pure epic-ness.
Hahah,so Pravina took my phone while I took hers.

And so the three of us texted each other while were sitting directly beside each other.

HAHAHAH. We were laughing our heads off.

So we reached Yew Tee. Went to MPH below my house then it started to rain heavily,DAYUM!

We went to my house,we danced. Then they got hungry,I cooked Maggi for them.
Then Pravina got attached to Abang somehow.
Hahah and she kept saying ''tiing-a-ling'' to lure him.

HAHAHA. It was fun to have them in my house.

So they played the football thingy at my house and laughing like ROFL kinda laugh.
Haha,after mahgrib,head to practice until 2045hrs.

Oh yeah, I've forgotten to say that we kept saying ''Omo'' and ''Olo''.
We also created claps for everyone we know,sort of.
And there's this guy which suddenly came up to us.

Here's the story:
Guy:Hey do you mind to break your routine?

Us exchanging weird glances,looking puzzled.
Guy:My friends wants to holla at your number.
Helena and I: Huh?
Pravina:So you wanted help us? (to dance)
(we were all like happy cos we thought he wanted to help us)
Guy:No,holla at your number.
Helena was already shaking her head repeatedly
While Pravina:Sorry,no.
Me: Oh *walks away*
Then the three guys walk away.
Hahah,then after they left we laughed.
Our reaction was damn funny cos we were blur.
Hahah,Helena said if the guys got swagger nevermind.
But no the guy whom came up to us wear hoodies,bad jeans aaaaaaaannnnddd
sport shoes -.-

But one of them was cute.

Had nice hairstyle and wore all black.

Hahah. Mysterious.

So that's all for today?
okay bye. :)

Perfect in every way.

2010-11-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

Daddy can I have these?

Hola hola people.
Amalina is back.
Okay start off from Tuesday shall we?
Okay on that very day,I went to my aunt's suite,cousins were there too.
So it's like so kecoh-s. (:
I went there at around 1700hrs. Went to Changi Airport at around 2300hrs,to aunt and uncle sent to Haji.
Punyelah ramai! Fuyo!

Hahah,ate Burger King and drank 1 and a half cups of deluxe,so hyper sia.
Hahah. Then cousin got vans half-cab,luckily we same size,we switched.
Hahah,then at the airport there's this girl who checked the shoes out,

then gave the nod and I'm like ''Yeah.''
Lol. Then went back at 0200hrs.
Since both my aunt and uncle went to Haji,the cousins and us slept at their house.
Cos' we are way too tired to go back home.
Slept and woke up at around 0600hrs,freshened up,went back home.
Change to P.E,then head straight to dance.
It was awesome,I had like panda eyes.
Imagine came back from airport at 0200hrs. Surf the net thru PSP, and slept at 0400hrs. -.-

I love it.

That's one story to tell.(:

So anyway,today I went for math remedial. Followed friend go KFC to eat.
Saw Shireen and Pravina there. Then Pravina,Shireen and I head to MPH dance and sing.

^^,pure awesome.

Pravina got the hand trotting less than 15minutes,whereas I needed 45 minutes,O.O.
Hahah,she copes fast,that's all.
Went to school at 1400hrs.
While walking pass the Yew Tee control station,Saw Nadya Latiff.
Long time no see. She's heading to school,so we went together.
Followed go to tie hair,then head to meeting.
Hahah. Okay the meeting is damn funny.
We had to scream at the top of our lungs. Hahah.

So anyway,I've been missing alot of my friends. Especially,my seniors.
When do we get to share the dancefloor again? ):
Sedih.
Okay,nevermind,soon.
Today,I got back home with a temperature of 39 degree celsius. Super stress,I had to study for exam,

worry about some other stuff then got fever. FML.
I thank her for listening to my problems. (:

So now,I'm here telling everything that's worth telling.
So byeeeeeeeeee!(:

It's not everyday,that I meet a person quite like you.
Perfect in every way. (:

Vacation,yeah right.

2010-11-05T17:42:00.003+08:00

Well hello hello hello. (evil laughs)
Okay I'm insane.
Anyway,how you all doing people?
I'm here suffering from severe headache, migraine actually.
It sucks, it feels like you're walking with your light body and a heavy head ._.
Sheesh.
Okay. So update the recent-s. So I'm always working out.
From laying basketball to badminton. I gotta work out cos I want those babat-s out from my body.
And also to grow taller.
Heheh. ^_^
So I skipped dance the other day.
Very lazy to go. :p

Okay so recently I've been texting people out of the blue as I have nothing to do.
Of course some people take at least 7 hours to reply them.
Hahah,I don't blame them.
So that's all?

P.S: I wanna be with you and only you.

Alive

2010-10-17T14:48:00.003+08:00

Hola poblar-s ! Cómo estás ? Buen I presume ?
Hahah , I bet you guys have no idea what I'm talking about .
Hahah , okay .
Anyway , we're all here on a Sunday , a rather humid Sunday .
I wanna take another shower so badly , please .

Okay skip .
So I just wanna update to keep this blog alive .
Yeah , nothing much to say here .
See the picture above ? I wanna play paintball pretty badly ! :(
Okay merepek .
Ciao suckers !

Like Finally .

2010-10-15T10:36:00.002+08:00

Hey people . I'm back .
I wanna apologize to all readers upon why I've not been updating my blog recently .
Mainly because I had to study for my upcoming end of year exam .
I had to work hard for it cos' my I wanna make my parents proud .
And when I do , I might be able to get a new handphone and highcuts . ^^
Skipskipskip .

Anyway , shall I post on what happened on Wednesday .
On that very day , I had to face my Chemistry exam .
It was quite challenging but manageable .

Aftermath , went Mcdonalds with beloveds .
We crapped there then Azirah followed me home cos I need to change .
Afterwards , all of them followed me to buy a stalk of rose and ferero rochers .
Hahah , it was funny at that time .
Then we headed to Tenderfresh .
The cashier I looked nice and asked was those flower and choclates from my boyfriend ?
I was like '' ummm , yeah .''
It was funny .
Hahah .
Then went to YEW TEE's control station and met Rose .
Saw Syafiqah too and i said Hello , long time never see her lah .
Rose and I headed to KFC and we had a HTHT .
It was memorable and sad .
Yadayada .
I sent Rose home then we sat under void deck .
Everything I know , she knows but public don't know .
Hahah , but she made my day , i had somebody to talk to .
And our next date will be in Aussie .
Okay part aku dah merepek .

So anyway , I have nothing to do at home .
Yesterday during A math I cried .
It was really difficult .
I keep cancelling my workings here and there .
I tell you I'd do it all again if I can , just to satisfy myself . Hmm .

So I've been up to nothing lately .
Except for the fact that I wanna go play paintball and go-karting .
Anyone ?

No ? Okay .
Besides being bored , I've been kinda bored .
I'm down , and there's sweet friend of mine who asked me whether I'm okay or not at facebook .
Hahah , it's funny okay .
I laughed till my stomach was hurting .
Hahah .

So now I wanna help my maid to cook and cut dried chillies .
I don't want . :(
Ciao suckers .

Flat tyres

2010-09-13T17:41:00.003+08:00

Okay , I'm online today . Do not ask why .

I've done revising , but I'm gonna revise again during the late hours .

Malay Essay done . Math assignment done .

Okay it took me two hours to get them done .

Long right ? Yeah cos I've been lazy .

I do it , after my AEP just now . The AEP was a short one just now .

We only went through Quadratic Equations and the 'R' formula .

Boooooooooooooring I tell you .

Okay let's get a move on .

You know what ? I feel like deleting my tagboard , no one hardly ever

type on it .

So to hell with it , gonna delete it , but not now , lazy to do it .

So life , hasn't been just flat recently , cos' nothing interesting happened today .

But there was one thing . During FT period , Mrs Rezentes , Emma , Cindy , Syazana and

I sat down and discussed about dance , we talked about each individual .

It was fun and all , lots of laughter . ^^

Okay let's see , I feel like taking a swim .

Anyone wanna go to the beach with me ?

No ? Yes ? Maybe ? Hook me up .

Oh yeah , it's been hot these days , so that's why I wanna take a swim .

In addition , I seldom feel hungry , I lost 4 kg during the fasting month . I loike ^^

So I'm done , I'm off to do some other admin .

Byeeee .

P.S : I feel like going for a sauna too .

Another Day ...

2010-09-12T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hello hello .

I'm back from anywhere . Sheesh .

So yeah celebrated Hari Raya Aidilfitri with beloved cousins .
It was the BOMB !

Yeah , hanging out with them couldn't be any better .

Hua !

Okay yeah , let's talk about today .

Woke up at around 9 . Freshen up .
Daddy bought BK's breakfast .

Ate , watched television and slept half way , freshen up , then it comes to now .

Yes , as you can see I'm bored .

That's the end yeah ?

Byeeee .

I missed them♥

Eh , tomorrow somebody's birthday !

Okay pfft , pathetic .

Pretty pretty highcuts ! ^^

Life as its prey !

2010-09-06T16:09:00.003+08:00

Would you promise that you're not afraid to take the lead ?

Would you promise me that every turn will be safe with you ?
Would you promise to tell me that i need not be afraid to fall , cos I know you would catch me through it all ?
If you don't , I'm afraid to take your hand , as of the risk maybe huge .

The biggest decisions of our lives involves bridges . . .

Which bridges to build , which bridges to cross . . .

Which one to burn , and which we should simply ignore .

Imation

2010-09-05T14:15:00.003+08:00

Hey , that's for you , if you're reading this .

I'm sorry okay ?

I'm sorry if I had done many wrong mistakes towards you .

I know that I've used up all my sorry-s , but all I need is a second chance .

I'd try to change just for you .

I'm willing to beg till I break my knees just to seek forgiveness from you .

Once again , I'm sorry friend .

Forgive me , will you ?

Yesterday , went to break fast at grandmama's house , with daddy and sister .

Aftermath , went to geylang .

And home-d at 0230 in the morning .

And sahur-ed at macdonalds at 0330 .

Awesome I tell you .

Now eyebags , appeared .

Two thumbs up !

GOOD LUCK SECONDARY 4N STUDENTS FOR YOUR 'N' LEVELS FROM TOMORROW TILL WEDNESDAY !

Logan Lerman | Report | FOR YOU

2010-09-03T16:05:00.005+08:00

Ehem ehem .
I envy him .

So anyway , I got my report slip .
I got most all , B's , no C's .

And only one fucking , F.

Which belongs to my E math .

I miss those times , when I used to A's for it .

But surprisingly , my A math was a B , \m/

Awesome .

I wouldn't say I hate you because I don't .

But if I respect you , and you treat like dirt , the picture's for you .

I've realised you used me many times .
I think you don't deserve any of your friends , cos' you're those type who loves to advantage of certain people .
Besides like they said , if you can't handle me at my worst then you probably don't deserve me at my best .

So , get lost .

Delete me , erase me for all I care .

I'm certain :)

2010-08-27T21:18:00.003+08:00

So yeah , I've been fucking tired this days .

That's it .

But you made it brighter , cos' you're silly-ness

Made it a hell lot brighter . You're smile , that's what it is .

Dance

2010-08-22T11:23:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Random post will do . To keep this blog alive .

So my life's been great .

Because I've done nothing recently , which means I'm living the life .

I want it to be stress-free .

But I can't because I've got two major projects at the palm of my hands , literally .

So yeah . I've got many tales to tell , but today's not the day

worth telling .

Heh . :B

So Imma tell you about this week .

All's well , but Friday was the best .

Went to school with Helena and Pravina .

Hahah , then after school , when to celebrate dear Helena's sixteenth .

Out of many places , beside MPH , which near the chinese funeral thingy .

Hahah .

So yeah , then we danced . Then I headed to YOG swimming's finals with dear beloveds .

There's this hoooooooooooooooooooooot guy ! His the swimmer with nice body and hair .

And he waved at us girls , then we screamed then everybody looked at us .

Hahah , cute okay .

So yeah that's about it .

Byeeee ! More than 3 ! <3

Another one bites the dust

2010-08-15T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hola .

A short post will do .

So what to post about ?

Hmmm , okay how's yesterday .

Yesterday had to break my fast with the dha cousins at

Jalan Bahar , and by Jalan Bahar I mean the housing estate itself and not the cemetery .

Hahah . Yeah , so was abit kecoh with them . We broke our fast with

Mee Hong Kong [envy them], Roti Jala , curry and also carbonated drinks .

Hahah , so after we ate , we chit chat and stuff .

And we watched the YOG opening ceremony .

The performance sungguh hebat !

Kalahkan NDP '10 -.-

So yeah , I loike the part when they announced the 204 countries participating .

We were all eager to see our flag being flown .

So we could do the ''Oh yeah'' cheer .

hahah !

Kekek seyy .

So that's it .

Then today , helped around the kitchen .

We will break our fast with Fried Laksa and Roti Boyan .

I heart them .

More than 3 !

Hahah , so yeah .

So this week did nothing much , except i got off some stuff .

It's great to get it off and having someone to share it with .

I teared , and i smiled .

So yeah .

THANK YOU !

So what's the next phase ?

It starts or rather ends with three words .

Okay . Dah . Bye .

p/s :

Cos' whenever you smile , I smile .

And I ain't you're Baby Girl .

Un-general

2010-08-13T16:07:00.003+08:00

Okay people it's already fasting month .

Which simply means : See no evil , hear no evil and also say no evil .

Okay now , I feel terrible recently .

Cos' I've heard stories . Stories that I'm not proud of saying .

Because it hurts to know , that the people you know ,

could actually back stab about you every now and then .

The pressure's building up .

I've got no one to tell , not even the closest ones .

Not because I can't , but because I'm afraid that the picture might get ugly .

I'm still fine on the average , just nothing exciting ever happens .

So anyway , moving on.

The other day . Erwin one of my campus-mate complained that my blog's full of

general stuff .

So for his sake , I'm gonna post something un-general .

So how's today ?

Ummm , today's fine nothing above average .

School was school .

Which includes homework and some dancing and stuff , which was cool .

Sat in the hall , then laugh unwillingly , with the girls .

So yeah , that's basically my life for this current month ?

Yeah I guess .

I noticed I'm getting more glum ?

Hahah , I don't know , I'm just plain tired that's all .

And I'm thinking of deleting my blog , cos' it's barely alive and

anyone hardly tags so yeah .

Hmmm , that's it then .

Ok dah bye .

P.S:

Sometime's it's better to push SOMEONE away , not because you stopped loving that someone but because you have to shield yourself from PAIN .

2010-08-04T21:03:00.001+08:00

F-U-C-K YOU !

2010-08-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

You think it's some kind of a joke , right ?

You think it doesn't hurt when you say all of those stuff ?

You think you're so perfect , don't you ?

You think that you got the whole world in your hands .

Well , note this .

I cared for you ! I was there when you needed someone .

I tried to be the best for you .

And then what ?

You just pushed me away like as if i deserve it ?

You look at yourself in the mirror then you can judge me .

And bytheway , the picture's for you .

Gracias .

And get out of my life .

It hurts to know that you're in it .

BEST DANCE CREW

2010-07-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

. . .

2010-07-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm back .

I'm exhausted today , as I came back from visiting the cemetery .

It was super hot , I felt as if I was at East Coast .

I got sunburn on my feet .

Ouch .

Okay anyways , move on to the topic of today ...

Y'know what ? I'm just gonna talk freely .

Cos' I feel like it .

Okay , I think I'm becoming more and more annoying .

People keep telling me right at my face .

I get your point , but seriously , the harsh confrontation was un-need-ed .

I find it ridiculously hurtful , because they didn't even think twice before saying it .

Okay nevermind , I'll just shut up and wait till' one day that you gonna get it back .

Phew ! Okay now . I don't know what topic to talk about .

Hmmm .

Ok i guess I end here .

Dah . Bye .

Whatever .

2010-07-24T12:31:00.002+08:00

Today's topic ?

Well , self-conscience .

Self-conscience is when you do something wrong and there's like this tiny

voice inside your head , wanting you to stop whatever you're doing .

That's you're self-conscience .

Well , mine's abit different .

My self-conscience , I do it both practically and spontaneously .

Meaning , using it socially .

When I wanna make friends , and decide whether it's a correct move .

And you may ask why sometimes I treat my friends well at a time ?

It's because I'm both concern and sometimes just being friendly .

That's why . I care about them .

And then again there's another side of the story .

Some of which I hate [insertname] the most .

Most likely because their attitude and their basic courtesy .

If they don't courtesy , then what's the point ?

I gotta admit sometimes I may not have my perfect basic courtesy , but

for what it's worth , don't judge me .

You ain't got no rights .

So yes , I hate , wait , hate's a strong word , I'll replace it with dislike .

Ok , I dislike people with no respect .

Anyway , that has no link .

Moving on .

Next topic ?

Hmmm , how about ?

Eating disorders ?

Nah , that's too boring .

Okay how about , what typical teenagers do in school .

Okay , first stop I'm gonna take myself as in example .

For the whole 11-12 periods in school , I'd pay attention .

Or you thought I was ?

I'm actually , texting under my desk all the time .

Reasons ?

1. I'm bored

2. I just can't be bothered with studies at that time .

But then again , you have to keep watch of your surroundings .

Make sure you put some books underneath the desk , so that , your teacher or peers

won't be able to see whatever you're doing under the table .

And then turn off the vibration , for those who have pretty strong vibrations for their phones .

Mine does .

So yeah , step 3 , text the person you wanna text .

Hahah , simple ?

Good .

So basically , my basic purpose for posting this post is to , again , keep my blog alive .

yeah .

So maybe I'm bored too .

Can't really be bored with life right now .Why you may ask .

Well , basically because , I have alot of things happening right now .

Sigh .

Y'know sometimes I wish you would take the initiative to at least talk to me .

Rather than doing this .

Please ?

Bubble Gum

2010-07-23T13:56:00.003+08:00

Hello hello .

I'm here , posting for my blog .

I'm tired and sleepy now . Since it's raining and wet these days , it's the PERFECT time .

Well , I don' know what to talk about .

I'm just randomly posting , just to keep this blog alive .

I'm here to talk about statistics in school , my grades in other words .

I hope to pass them with flying colours .

But so far got border line for Math-related subjects only .

Cheesecake .

I think I'm deproving , somemore I'm taking both 'O's and 'N's next year .

Its killing me , too badly .

Okay enough about that .

So moving on .

Had dance this week , its was partly awesome and also partly disappointing .

The awesome was crap-ing with my girls of course !

Correct right ?

I know , you know , public don't know .

Hahah .

So skip to today .

Had not one , not two but FOUR periods of RHD rehearsals , so basically , I didn't study the whole day

except for 3 periods of math .

Hahah .

How can this day be any better ?

I also skipped one lesson of Math to take photo for YOG thingy .

Kecoh !

Hahaha , but yeah it beats three periods of math !

Well , so wanted to stay back today but nah .

No ka-ching , so no go .

As you can see , I will get hyper automatically after recess .

I think it's because of excessive glucose intake -_-'' chey so profound .

I will laugh like mad and then do lame things towards Cindy and Emma .

So primary school-ish !

Okay so I'm done here , I guess ?

So okay . Dah . Bye .

I MISS MY DANCE SENIORS SO BADLY ! :(

Sting-ed

2010-07-16T17:49:00.003+08:00

Hey .

I'm here off from school .

I got sent home, force-fully by teacher , due to infectious eye that had swelled .

It stings so badly at that time .

Then Mummy picked me up sent me to the doctor .

The doctor gave me an ointment .

It hurts when needs to applied .

So now I'm here .

Regrettably . Because didn't get to take Biology test which

I prepared for three days ago .

I memorized it but didn't took it .

And I got to know I passed my E math : Coordinate Geometry test .

I got 14/25 . It wasn't that great and it wasn't that bad either .

I hate that topic .

And apparently , it seems to me that there's a another test next Tuesday .

Which happened to be on the topic A Math :Coordinate Geometry .

Great more graphs .

I wouldn't say I hate it because the word 'hate'

is too strong , so I'll say I DISLIKE it .

So now , I'm here .

With my right eye , not being able to see that of clear .

I slept for awhile before this .

I dreamt of my late-granddad , to my surprise I let a tear .

So yeah , I don't want to talk about it .

I wanna specially thanks EMMA , for helping just now .

Your hospitality was needed .

That's why I chose you to be my best friend .

I guess , I found out the reason why I"m sick .

It is because I miss a lil' someone .

For whom I've not talk to for so long .

And our class spirit has gone stronger .

Due to RHD .

Ideas just kept flowing .

And then from theory to practical .

I'm looking forward to it next week .

I guess .

I'm mainly awaiting for the Teachers' Day concert .

Because of the item we're gonna put up .

We only got two-three weeks to learnt it

Once the new coach has arrived .

I'm gonna miss coach Sufri , because he gave me an inspiration .

Inspiration has many names , but mine is him .

He showed what being committed is about .

And also about 'We're all in this together'

To me , my school life is a lil' like High School Musical .

Minus the singing . Well , abit of included .

There's always ups and downs and going all around on a roller coaster ride .

But that makes it more interesting .

So now , Izzaty has suggested a new phrase to me .

And that is ''Fast Food Pollution'' .

They want us students to lose weight and stuff . But long chains

of Fast food restaurant is being put up at YEW TEE area .

And I keep eating and eating them .

Especially Burger King .

Anyway , I bet I will be stopping here .

Okay dah bye .

2010-07-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

Reminds me of my two best friends and I

I'm done for

2010-07-11T17:31:00.003+08:00

So here I am , awaiting any post of mine .

I've been through many aspects of life .

None of it has been easy , most of it was bitter .

But still , there's still there are some sweet moments to cherish .

I have to say , I'm partly confused about what's happening

and a part belonging to bravery .

I'm afraid to just walk into it because I'm afraid to find out what's it gonna be like

at the end of it .

But then out of the blue , you came by my side , helping me to rearrange the

biggest puzzle of my life .

For you whispered in my ear the three words in my ear ,

I thought everything was at its perfect and also I was safe in your arms .

You always wanted the best for me , eventhough you knew I wouldn't have liked the opinion .

Things have been going great .

Not until you turned it against me .

After that , I was cold and confused , cos' I'm back to figuring how to pick up the pieces .

I made a big mess , written all over it .

I'm done for .

I have three words for you and that's it .

''I . . . Was . . . Wrong . ''

Goodbye

BBQ-cum-Father's Day

2010-06-27T16:59:00.004+08:00

Hiiii !
I'm able to update my blog !

Okay , the purpose of me updating my blog is to post about ,

yesterday which is BBQ-cum-Father's Day celebration .

Ok , here it goes .

My sister and I went to my cousin's house at around 1800 hrs .

Once we reached we sit at the void deck , chi chat and help blow the balloons .

The balloons can't be blown because it kept bursting and bursting .

I blow-ed the first balloon , we were all like happy cos' it's the first balloon

not until it went onto the road and burst -_-!

Hahah , okay after that , bit by bit cousins started to come .

And then the BBQ started , there's chicken , hotdog AND otak2 !

Heheh , I like !

While the adults are the open area section , we teens sit under the void deck chit chatting

I ate chicken and hotdog and this chilli sauce which was awesome !

Hahah , -_-

Okay then the apple eating competition for fathers' started .

The apples are being hung on a string which is tied from one end to another .

The fathers has to eat them with their hands behind their backs , well ,

unfortunately , most of them cheated . I was at the back laughing at the kecoh-ness .

Hahah ! It was hilarious .

And then it headed to the find-eight(i think)-sweets-in-the-flour game . Hahah , with their

hands behind their backs , the fathers has to dig up the sweets !

Hhahah , there's flour on their faces , and then !

Flour war started ! I was hot at the back and let me tell , the void deck wasn't a pretty side .

Flour was all over ! Good thing i was being bashed only by one person .

My uncle started all of this .

Hahah , then there's a gift exchanging program and stuff .

Then at around 2130 , all the teens went hungry and decided to lit up the BBQ again .

I ate hotdogs , I dont know why , but i seem to love them on that

particular day . hahah .

Then since our BBQ was held under Izyan's blog , Izyan heard all of us .

Hahah , she told me that our voices was tremendously loud with the windows

closed . Hahah ! Awesome !

Then blah blah blah .

Things ended at around 2345 hrs .

Then my family went up to Azra's house to rest .

Azra , Amirah , Ain and I played all the old classic card games , half asleep .

hahah , in the end came back home at around 0200 hrs in the morning .

It was totally awesome !

Enjoy the pictures .

The rest of the pictures uploaded soon .

Okay dah bye .

1234

2010-06-21T11:16:00.002+08:00

Can I have those ?

Hello , earthlings ! It's been awhile since I update these blog .
Am i right or am i right ?

The reason being is that I'm busy revising my subjects for the re-exams this week.

I have a re-exam today at 1430 hrs . I'm done revising it , fingers cross to get 100% .
Hehe . I hope it's worth it .
Tomorrow have two papers to sit for one on 0800 and another one on 1100 hrs .

Next part .
I've cut-ed my fringe , I'm tired of the old one cos' i have to flick it .

Tired-some . So i cut it .

Nothing much happen these past few days .

Not much entertainment cos' I have no one to chat with .
So yeah basically that's my thing these past few days .
I'd just sit in the room and study and hear out for any vibration from my phone .

Nah , forget it .

So I'm still revising for my subjects to refresh my memory .

i think i have a mid-year resolution and thats is :

To study hard .

Let's hope I stick on that .

So yes , now i have nothing to talk about .
But I have something else .

Nah , I got nothing .

So yeah , I'm off then ?

Yeah , so will tweet layta .

Peace out .

Thanks for everything .

From being a listening ear to a helping hand .

We are indeed in need of a tan .

2010-06-14T15:01:00.003+08:00

The words are for you baby .

Hello earthlings .

I'm back . I'm getting ready for tomorrow , formally known a DANCE OUTING :D

Which means that I get to meet Beloved(s) .

I like that very much .

Lazy to elaborate , cos' I'm not feeling that well though .

I currently searching for pictures and stuff .

You know , the usual things that I always do .

I think after this post I'm going to take a shower to clear my mind .

Gee , there's nothing to talk about now .

Let's start on a random topic .

Ok how about my blog ?

As you can see I just changed my blog skin as I got bored with the old ones .
I updated my songs .
And I would like to say out something .

Why people likes to say that they are OBSESS with Justin Bieber ?

Like their facebook name , they put Bieber as their nickname .

Tsk. Just so you know , he just broke his voice and getting ready to

Enter his life in a more matured stage , applause(-_-!)

I only prefer his songs cos' it got some rhythm .
And what's up with his hair flick thingy ? Tsk.

So uncool dude .

Ok moving on .

What else there is to talk about ?

I know , childhood memories .

I remember that when I was a kid , I'd go to my mum's

Make-up wardrobe , and take her lipstick and smudge it on my lips .

Then I'd look myself in the mirror and scream cos' I looked like a clown .
You know those clowns that are present in USA's carnival ?
Yeah , those clowns and I'm still afraid of them .

And yes , I'm still afraid of the Lion Dance .
Especially when they come and visit personally by our blocks .

Sheesh .

My hair will stand from one end to another .

If there are those who are afraid of these lion dance , believe me

I know how you feel .

Ok dah bye

Random

2010-05-22T12:11:00.003+08:00

I want to be a billionaire so freakin' bad .

Status: Bored

Time check: 1225hrs

What do it people ?

I'm like here nothing to do .

Bored to death , eating a sandwich and also drinking tea .

Later going to grandparents' house bah.

My granddad admitted to hospital about three days ago.

I was shocked.

I had a bad feeling, only cute boy knows how I'm feeling.

I don't what to think.

All I can do now is pray for my granddad.

What to type now?

Ok just to say out.

Our school has this re-examination thingy.

It only applies to students who failed their composition subjects.

Which means , all subjects excluding our language subjects.

I have to sit for 3 papers :

Mathematics

A Mathematics

Biology

The examination will be held during June holidays .

I was like -_-'' .

I asked my teacher whether this will be included in our report slip ,

she said no !

Then I was like what's the point then ?

Lol.

Moving on.

So ummm ...

I'm excited for my sec3 camp which will be held next week.

It's gonna be an epic camp.

I'm not packed yet.

I cant message there?

So ow to text cute boy?

Cheesecake , kay nehmind , three days only.

hahah.

Kay dah lame.

I'm laughing by myself.

I find myself very gullable.

Ahahah.

Ok , I'm weird , I'm talking to myself.

Kay dah bye earthlings.

Faster top-up!

I wanna text you real fast.

Cos' I wanna be annoying towards you

Airplanes in night skies

2010-05-14T15:13:00.002+08:00

I don't need too much
Just somebody to love .
And that person is you .
Please know that I love you
For who you are .
I dont need no one else , your smile turns me on .
The way your hand laced in mine , and the way
Our thoughts inter-twine .
When you hug me , how I wish for you not to let go .
Cos' when you put me in your arms , I feel safe .
And when you cry , i wiped it , cos why ?>
I can't bear to see you get hurt .
I wiped it , and try to be your listening ear , everytime I can .
A shoulder to lean on and also a helping hand .
But to see you now in your worse state , just kept me thinking .
Where did I go wrong ?

And now things have changed .
You looked and turned away .
Leaving only memories of us , as our footprints .
And those memories kept being replayed in mind
Like a broken record .
I found out that my heart was shattered
I am unable to find the way to mend it back together .
Now I only have one thing say :

Can we pretend that the airplanes in the
Night skies are like shooting stars ?
Cos' I could really use a wish right now .
For you to be here with me .
Forever

2nd post

2010-05-13T17:20:00.004+08:00

Hello people , I'm back with the second post today .

Hahah , nothing to back .

Hmm , I just finished eating Maggie , hungry's the reason .

I have no idea , what to do .

I want to confess something .

I ....

want to slack with friends , nothing better to do at home

Might as well be out , or at least go window shopping

or something.

And you know what , ^^ ,

I think that I'm growing slightly taller . Me likey !

Ahah ! Hmm , I think must be because of all the proteins

I'm taking in . . .

Ok lame .

So , I've been thinking about my future lately .

Always wondering what its gonna be like .

I want to be DJ and all , but my grades aren't good .

We need 9.7 for entering the MASCOM course .

But I think my second opinion is building an animal shelter .

Shelter for animals , not those zoo animals[-.-]

But domesticated animals , i just envy them ^^

I mean , they're adorable .

But now , I feel that everything's changed .

I mean livin' the upper secondary isn't that easy

Because , more topics , that means more mugging

And also more HOMEWORK !

Ugghhh !

I'm drowning with them .

Homework exploit me .

Okayokay enough .

I just realised I made a record of my whole life .

For 7 days straight , I've been going to Limbang Mac , from 30th April

onwards , but it's worth my time , I;m gonna elaborate it

It's gonna take a day to write it all out .

It's fun because of the people I've gone with to Limbang .

And all the sad stories , and the cheerful ones too .

Okay , I dont get the feeling of posting anymore.

Kay dah bye peeps !

I'm learning to face my fears and accepting challenges .

You ignoring me , is the biggest challenge yet .

I've got .

2010-05-13T14:39:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody .

I'm here , after two weeks and a half mugging[sort of]

Cos' of the MYE .

Hahah , it was awesome , cos' the stress

that went up my brain was like a brain freeze !

Hahah , chey lame -.-

Hahah , now

I wanna go out this holiday .

I want a date .

Tee hee^^ .

Ok forward-->

Guess , what I'm up to ?

Chatting with twin and cute boy ! ^^

Cheeky sia him .

Hahah , and also meddling with my specs .

So bored

-.-zzzzzz

I have a tale to tell , but i dont know hw to tell the tale .

How ?

Ah kay .

I guess i end here ?

Kay bye .

SUPRAAAAA !

2010-04-29T15:51:00.003+08:00

Can I have it all ?!

Nach'o's

2010-04-25T15:41:00.002+08:00

Title : Sorrows Underneath

I think of all my problems.

I think of all my pain.

I think of all my sorrows,

Until I go insane.

I think of all the smile I've worn,

Which hide sorrows underneath.

No one seems to notice,

That I go through so much grief.

My tears seem to keep flowing,

Inside my tired eyes.

Each time I want to tell you,

My words come out as lies.

These days I'm feeling distant,

Far away and weak.

My sadness pulls me further,

From the happiness I seek.

I've just begun to realize,

That my hopes and dreams are gone,

I'm walking down a dead-end road

Humming a tuneless song.

I'm standing on a rooftop,

Although I'm afraid of heights,

I'm watching the cars beneath me move,

And somehow this doesn't feel right.

Now I think of what I'm doing,

I know I should find a way,

To beat through my depression,

Will I be able to someday?

Someone might be there,

To help me make it though,

Maybe they will listen,

And tell me what to do.

I'm seeing through the darkness,

And starting to start to trust a few,

I think I'll try to make it,

So I can be there fr them , too.

There's a dream that I've been chasing
Oh, so badly for it to be reality.
And when you hold my hand
And I understand that it's meant to be.
'cause baby when you're with me...

It's like an angel came by and took me to heaven

cause when i stare in your eyes it couldn't be better

Let the music blast
We gonna do our dance
Bring the doubters on
They don't matter at all
'cause this life's too long
And this love's too strong
So baby know for sure
That I'll never let you go

Okay peeps .

I'm back .

Yesterday was rather fun .

Watched flick with Syafiqah , named ''Bounty Hunter'' .

The movie starts at 1445 hours , so before that .

Go library , and talk and talk and talk .

Kinda interesting .

Butbutbut , only i know she know .

Hahah , okay lame .

The movie was awesome but the thing when

there's a part that's funny the whole theater laughed except Syafiqah .

Then when the part we not laughing , she laughed . -.-''

hahah , but it was fun yesterday ,

to make a long story short .

And it was reaaal funny how she pronouced Nach'o's .

She elaborated the 'O' .

Hahah . Cute .

Thats it folks .

Thats my Saturday . So bye .

I want specs !

Placed above ^

Action-Reaction

2010-04-18T20:45:00.004+08:00

Hey , guys .

Amalina here .

I wanna congrats Unique Fusion . for putting up the best

performance I've ever felt in mu entire life .

An plus , it don't matter if we won 4th place , all it matters

is that we showed the crowd what we were capable of .

And i agree the crowd was a lil' slanted .

I was just wanna have a shoutout :

I LOVE MY GIRLS OF UFDC !

All the hardships and practice and even stress that we've put in

had paid off as we managed to get into the finals compared

to the ratio of those who didn't .

I mean , c'mon , we're good , and we always bring it !

Ok lame .

Hahahh .

But I'm really proud of us .

We as a team .

Win together , lose together , teamates .

Okay that sounded so HSM .

lol .

So we gotta turn those frown upside down cos'

we proved that us as an all-girls team

made it to the finals !

Okok , while preparing for the results ,

i saw SLEEQ !

They were outside the holding room .

Then what you may ask .

What else , Rose , Irah and I went to take photo uh !

Hahaah , Alyph sooo suhweet !

And thanks for mentioning that I'm a big fan -_-''

Lawls .

hahahah , sukerh y'know .

Skip-skip .

Aftermath , met family , ate burger king and then walk-walk .

Then trained home , and straightaway sleep !

Tired sia !

lol .

So today , nothing to do .

then i remembered that i have two movie vouchers .

And asked Ayinn if she can tag along , she aint going .

Then after that asked my old best friend , she too can't make it .

Then finally asked Syafiqah .

She cant too , due to some mishaps .

Then we planned tomorrow go , but too late uh the timing .

Then we decided to do it on the weekends .

So long sia my story .

To make a long story short , I get to watch a decent movie :

Date Night .

( Heard its funny )

with a person .

hahaha .

Me likey .^^

okay stop .

Then tomorrow , got school .

Done my project .

Tuesday thinking of going mac then head to school since coming late .

hahah . maybe only .

Ciao

Warning : this post is only eligible to lamps

above the age of 3 .

Lawls .

P.S: Will be attending as recorders for Jogathon .

For upper sec girls and boys .

Read it and weep .

2010-04-12T16:59:00.002+08:00

Something that remains for life time is companionship. It is eternal and you know that a true friend is one whom you can run to in the middle of night. It is also true that many times we are obsessed with our careers and other commitments in life and royally ignore our near and dear ones. Though friends understand, it is our duty to stand by them during times of trials and life’s challenges. Friendship is deeper than money and higher emotion. You normally don’t tell your friend how much you love her, but you are there when she is unhappy or elated at a job promotion.

Poems about losing friendship enumerate about the time spent together. It talks about the time of school, college or the first summer job. Poems are of the serious variety and talks about the many strives in life where your friend was of rock strength to you. In friendship you trust easily and seldom doubt. As a friend progresses in life, the person loses a certain contact which can be easily renewed through poems.

The times spent together fishing, wishful thinking or tearing the jeans are golden days which cannot come back. When you think about your grey hair and the pony tail you had in school, call that friend who had the punk hairstyle. ‘ My heart beats erratically when I behold, the old scrap book which is quite bold ‘, ‘ The times spent together, I thought was forever’, goes to extol the golden moments spent in each others company.

‘Of rain and the life’s pain, our friendship was a mutual gain’ this is another poem which can be a perfect surprise to a friend who has come to his hometown after ages. Poems about losing friends are about sadness and the loss of the friendship has the tinge of pain.

There is hope in lines, ‘ Now as am turning old and gray, for the lost friendship I pray’. seems an apt recital of the repentance in the soured friendship. There are classic poems too in English literature that talk about the sorrow of love and lost friends.

So up there , is kinda random .

Wanna say i have nothing to do , and now chatting with my holmes .

Me likey .

I feel different .

I hate you .

Dikir Barat-cum-Awards Nite

2010-04-11T15:06:00.020+08:00

hahah , friday's awards bight performance .

the pictures tells the tale aite .

hahah

peace yaw ! (((:

sigh

2010-04-10T15:53:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU ! ((:

DB

2010-04-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

So bought crumpler wallet: the chumpy , converse sneakers and also pencil box .

Haha , shopped till' we drop and roll , with family .

Went to ION Orchard on that day , it was like a maaaaze , in there sia !

Phew ! Had kepala-ache after that .

And then went to ate Dunkin' Donuts . Drank coffee , then fooh , hyper teros !

Fuh !

Now watching police 'n' thief .

Funneh . Now dunno whuat to do .

Texting-drink-eat-watch tv .

Thats all .

Just had DB , ok lah .

But I looove the finale though . Especially when Izyan , Emma and I swung our body

and i said '' one more time ! ''

Like in concert , the singers do .

In DB , I tukang pengusik along with Emma and Izyan .

I guess I end here ayye ?

Toodles !

((:

2010-04-04T21:28:00.006+08:00

Hahah , Had fun on Friday .

Helped Aunty for house-movin' .

Her house near Stated in Limbang new building .

Hahah . Photos added on Facebook .

Had fun on Saturday cos' of someone xD